On 2020 October 19th night, a close friend of mine, Jah Jah, decided to end her life in her flat in Shanghai. My life has since changed in one night. They way I see the world has become inevitably darker. The second wave trauma is from some “know of” friends’ gossip and rumours. They act as if they care, but merely gossiping about the alleged “truth” behind the seemingly mysteries.

Depression is the enemy in many of our lives, but the world itself presents to us in a twisted and doomed way, and eventually contributes bit by bit to our mental health.

R.I.P Jah Jah. You will live pain free in the other side.